Fear is a Prison
I loved a boy who was caught in a war
a war with those whom should have loved him most
some feared him,
with his dark demeanor and cold eyes
he looked at me studiously
and I watched a smile escape him
he loved me for seeing him
for who he was
making a connection while all others were lost
I loved a boy who became afraid
he feared me
and all the love that I was capable of
I loved a boy whom became very lost
he searched for me for many years………….
I hold a love for a man
whose touch is like the warmth of the sun
he is uncertain of what he wants
I miss his beautiful smile
he too is afraid
will he search for me?
for how many years?
I knew a woman
with a beautiful smile
her teeth were like a white picket fence
that seem to shatter
every time she looked at her husband
I did not recognize my fragile state
And how lost I had become
To find someone
Time stood still as I waited on you
And doubt crept into my heart
Of your true intentions
I needed you and would wait
For all that you would give
No matter how little
You had me many times
Were those lies
that fell from your lips?
A penitent sigh is all I can manage
As I lie awake thinking of you
And the fool that I am.
Losing love is like a window in your heart. Everyone can see that you’re blown apart.
As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen.
You speak to me with daggers
Accompanied by blunt intentions
I tear my lip in worry
As I read the words you wrote
Each time I dare to look upon you
I see much confusion,
Or is it fear?
Too much silence lingers
For we know too well
All that cannot be said
In the morning light
As I ran my fingers through your wild hair,
You swiftly grabbed me with much intensity.
You held me tight
I found it strange
When a simple kiss would suffice.
But you knew That it was the last I would see of you
An arduous request
You asked me to wait
An arduous request
I already expect that you will disappear
I miss the warmth of your touch,
Your hands in my hair,
The taste of your lips
How do I know you will still be there
Are you waiting?
Or do you intend on slipping away
While my heart follows
Your vague intentions
To the depths of the mystery
That is you
I can’t stop this fire
Do you think you could set me free?
Be rid of this restlessness inside of me
A quiescent woman driven mad with desire
Your enigmatic smile drives me wild.
Between weather & sports
One nations greed bleeds another to get what we want or feel we need.
A homeless infant
A child of war
They try to show us ( a quick glimpse, between weather & sports)
Until we change the channel. We remain ignorant so that we can continue to fret over all the things we do not have,
And strive to gain more.
No matter how happy he will make me, he’ll never reach the depth of my soul.
And after awhile,
It will start to hurt.
I am entertained by thoughts
Of you and me
In a constant reverie
I fear at our next encounter
I may lose all control
My desire is devouring all sensibility
It’s easier without sleep
To let you go
You brighten my world
On the darkest day
Awake, you make me smile
Sleep, I am captivated by you
There are no limits